'i am new presence' lasted into the weekend, but it made way for a new afo after an important shift yesterday. for years i've been aware of an energy linked into me at the base of the spine - probably brought over with me from the other side, but after dawn yesterday, and while i was barely awake, i saw it in my minds eye for the first time. it appeared as a kinda mythical creature, golden and in white light. as i saw the vision, instantly it left me - i felt it go from my lower back. it went via my wife, who was still asleep, so thanks darling for agreeing to help me in this way (subconciously). the area around my lower back felt almost sore for a while after, but this is normal after such a strong release from past experience.
afterwards, i mediatated, and 'i am new saviour' appeared. no image accompanied with new afo, but as a portent during semi-lucid dreams last week, i found suggestions from certain energies i've apparently agreed to help, that 'it wouldn'tbe long now.' i took this as a sign that these energies would shortly be moving through my conciousness, and so it was last night. i was fortunate enough to receive a cleansing via a positive and peaceful energy that i communicated with. i've probably been in touch with this energy for a while now, but last night it was more real and apparent for me - the energy drew close, and with my mind i meditated upon making a connection with it, and this was enough for energies linking in with me to be transferred to it. sweetness itself!
spookily enough, mid-morning i went round to my parents house to pick up some garden chairs in preparation for the bbq to be held later, and while rearranging the seats in the back of the car, i managed to trap my foot behind the drivers seat while stepping out (backwards). because my foot was trapped, i had no choice but to fall backwards, and in doing so took a heavy fall directly onto a gravelled surface in the lower back region. my spine hurt like hell for a moment and i feared the worse, but gradually i realised i'd be ok and no serious damage was done. however, back home an hour later, i was obviously still shook up and my lower back was feeling tender and sore. i decided to do some self-healing, and intuitively, i saw a needle in my minds eye entering between some of the vertebrae in my lower back - as it entered, i saw a massive release of energy take place, like steam being released from a valve on an old steam engine - you know the kinda thing i'm talking about. anyway, i instantly felt my whole lower back relax. the next day, i awoke and found my back was ok and nowhere as tender as i feared it might be. nice one.